It came back as 1235 today after being at 580 on Thursday. This puts doubling at 88 hours and not between 48-72 hours like it should be. I'm beside myself in tears. I had to come home early from work and ugly cried the whole way. I had to call my boss and tried to hold back ugly crying (unsuccessfully) telling him I'm gone for the day and possible tomorrow if I can't get it together.
I got my beta by calling into the office and the nurse who answered read it to me but said the doctor had not interpreted the results yet. She said that my assigned nurse would be contacting me with next steps. Sure enough, about 15 minutes later I got an email from my assigned nurse saying that we should get scheduled for an ultrasound next Friday, 3/15. I don't get it. They aren't doing any more betas on me until then and she even said "be prepared to not see a heartbeat or even a baby since it will be so early" (I would be 7w2d at that time so I think it would be pretty bad not to see anything...) Am I losing my mind? 88 hours is terrible.
Anyway, I don't know what to think/feel right now. I'm scared to hold onto too much hope. I'm scared to let myself fall into believing I'm destined to miscarry. I just kind of want to crawl out of my skin.