I've never had anxiety like I did yesterday. I would say that I'm just plain crazy and it was just me, but Kevin was going through the same thing. Even though we weren't physically together, we were texting back and forth and he was telling me how his anxiety was through the roof too. I don't think it would have been so high had we not had to wait so long for the results. We didn't get them until the evening. The build-up just kept going on and on and your mind starts racing about worst-case scenario. After work, we went out to a crab-boil place, got really messy and had a wonderful dinner. I felt much better and I still feel better today. Whew!
I thought we'd only have two beta draws, but it sounds like there is a third one scheduled for Thursday. Now that I've seen the first two double, I'm not going to let myself get worked up about the third. And my understanding at this point is that if it's doubling correctly, that will be our last beta and we get to schedule our first ultrasound for next week.
I hope everyone is having a good day!